weirdly enough I had this precisely same experience in middle school and it defined my personality for years after
I was basically predestined to be bullied, as a 2nd year transfer into a school of normies; reading for fun was grounds for mockery, as was my appearance and accent
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RT @turrible_tao
I remember in school there was bully and even when he would kick me the teachers would say to not make big deal abt it and that's just w…
https://twitter.com/turrible_tao/status/1414312326258384898
at first I reacted by trying to ignore it, be above it all, pretend like I didn't care, but of course that just made it worse, causing me to mistrust the well meaning teachers who told me to do so, even more than I already did
and similarly, it only stopped when I went apeshit