In retrospect, I do remember some thoughts about "yes, you passed the test, you were actually living a lie", but those died when nobody gave me a bad grade for not becoming vegetarian earlier. Maybe with veganism...
I think eliezer wanted micwoa to take place in a world that was even more insane than our world, and the only way he could come up with to achieve that is to make it take place in literal hell
There is probably a kilogram of matter that loves you the most, and you could see it from hundreds of kilometers away because it's constantly exploding