It's astonishing how often smart people violate the same fucking simple heuristics, such as DON'T SLEEP WITH YOUR DHARMA Students or DON'T SLEEP WITH YOUR DHARMA TEACHERS, really makes you think there's an underlying pattern. Or sth idk
In retrospect, I do remember some thoughts about "yes, you passed the test, you were actually living a lie", but those died when nobody gave me a bad grade for not becoming vegetarian earlier. Maybe with veganism...
I think eliezer wanted micwoa to take place in a world that was even more insane than our world, and the only way he could come up with to achieve that is to make it take place in literal hell