hmm, a week without notifications on here and idk how I feel abt it

intermittent dopamine hits don't leave me fulfilled, but neither does downplaying signaling from others that can plausibly be perceived as acceptance/validation

I think the message is I crave more acceptance/validation irl?

as nice as it is to write something that others find funny/clever/insightful, it's not the same as physical touch or hanging out with friends

it's not dopamine I really need... it's oxytocin ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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anyone ever try microdosing oxycodone?

probably not huh

I have 4-5 pills from an operation last year and might try taking 1/10 of one later this week and see if I notice anything :d

I wonder how few ppl have tried microdosing oxy

google turns up only one related result: reddit.com/r/Nootropics/commen

obvs I wanna avoid tolerance so won't do it daily (I only have a few pills anyway)

we'll see how the first day goes and then move forward from there

also I wonder how this reacts with threshold lsd :o

being a noot stack pioneer is so fun :DSGF

OXYTOCIN (ie healing insecure attachment) LET'S GO >:D

had three great chats but no human contact tonight, so decided this would be a good day to try microdosing oxy for the first time

conducting human experimentation on myself to extend the frontiers of science (read: to rewire my nervous system to cultivate internal belonging and security)

will report more later

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