STOP TALKING ABOUT PALESTINE SO MUVH OMGMG I GET YOYR SENTIMENT ALREADY YOU DONT HAVE TO KREP SAYING THE SAME FICKING TJING OVER AND OVER
(no not yall, this is directed at my parents)
complainposting alert
back home for eid and i am immediately reminded why i dislike living with my parents so much
they asked me about school and career stuff and i gave a loooong recap of the past few weeks just for them to go on a tangent and not show any sign that they heard or care about any of it
after dinner we sat on the couch and watched cnn and they started going on their palestine bullshjt so i chanfed the channel, but alas the next channel was indonesian politics
afyer listening to a few minutes of incoherent boomer whining about the current administration (only because their preferred candidate didnt win the last election obv) i proceeded to retreat to my room
and TWEET. i blame them for this
they constantly keep telling me to go home when im living in the city, yet when im home i get no sense at all that my presence is appreciated. curious
i genuinely believe that tjey like it when i'm home, but i suspect only in a very specific way, which is thay it maintains some semblance of an intact family while my little brother is out all day
sigh sigh sigh
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RT @amirism_
@Virtual1nstinct one therapist told me some years ago that if I failed to make peace with my father before he died I will regret it forever.
I still haven't decided if I agree
https://twitter.com/amirism_/status/1339231193208815616
wait a minute this isnt complainposting, this is feelsposting! u baitster you
i get that theyre trying to salvage what warmth can be had in whats left of this family, and its sad, just truly sad
but also its fucking exhausting and i donf wanna be a doll in this fucking charade