niplav @niplav@schelling.pt

I'm learning so much more on botched dates than smooth ones

... And I notice I have no idea how to escalate on a first date so a second date is in the cards bc it's either been first date - > my place or chodery or losing her after first date so far

"making sure you got this" is death because it displays that I *need* her answer

I approach a blonde, she says she's in a hurry to meet her friend

Gives me her number (checked, it's real)

See her 5 minutes later with a guy and flowers in her arm

> women

Approach today with a *very* hot Iranian

Things I could've done better: Realise earlier that she was a timewaster (or ignore the boyfriend claim)
When she said "nothing" on the question of what she does probe where she gets money from, maybe from the government? Them make fun of her for being a welfare queen

Learnings:

1. making animations with manim is 5× easier bc of language models
2. Manim support for graphs is pretty slim and buggy

"contra-auditile (adj)
capable of being heard against"

how would this word be diaresed? Diareses over both 'a' and 'u', over only the second 'a', a diaresis over the whole "au" (one dot each), something else?

Huh, a Russian without the Russian minute

Probably bc she was a russian 6 (local 7), hooked early but insisted on bf

It is more likely than not that advanced AI systems lead to us all dying prematurely

Hm, strange

I am not attracted to men.

I don't want to be attracted to men.

I dont want to want to be attracted to men.

*But* I want to want to want to be attracted to men.

I think this pattern holds for many groups of people I could be attracted to but am not, e.g. trans people, overweight people &c.

Why do my desires flip when I remove the influence thrice?!