there isn't really anything wrong with this either, even tho part of me insists it's somehow bad to not always be conscious
I think of it sort of like my conscious self is not the day-to-day worker, but the turn-based strategy game player, putting in actions and then waiting
this isn't particularly novel, as this concept maps to that of the superego, & a few others
just kind of wild to occasionally realize I hadn't "been" a certain person in a long time
this lends credence to the idea that our various selves are just conceptual activation patterns