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@ersatz I guess I have no particular reason, it's just an instance I've seen mentioned a few times and am doubly curious abt bc it public registration is closed haha

When did Google start asking for this to watch age-restricted videos? (And how does having a credit card prove that I'm an adult?)

visited poa.st/ and was NOT impressed by the user base 😅

meanwhile extropian.net doesn't seem to be accepting new accounts atm 😔

does anyone know of any other promising masto instances? 🔗🐘🌐

I wonder how few ppl have tried microdosing oxy

google turns up only one related result: reddit.com/r/Nootropics/commen

obvs I wanna avoid tolerance so won't do it daily (I only have a few pills anyway)

we'll see how the first day goes and then move forward from there

also I wonder how this reacts with threshold lsd :o

being a noot stack pioneer is so fun :DSGF

OXYTOCIN (ie healing insecure attachment) LET'S GO >:D

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anyone ever try microdosing oxycodone?

probably not huh

I have 4-5 pills from an operation last year and might try taking 1/10 of one later this week and see if I notice anything :d

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hmm, a week without notifications on here and idk how I feel abt it

intermittent dopamine hits don't leave me fulfilled, but neither does downplaying signaling from others that can plausibly be perceived as acceptance/validation

I think the message is I crave more acceptance/validation irl?

as nice as it is to write something that others find funny/clever/insightful, it's not the same as physical touch or hanging out with friends

it's not dopamine I really need... it's oxytocin ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

the next 40ish days are going to be an emotional rollercoaster through an underground mine, I can already feel it

just have to remember there's light at the end of the tunnel

(but you have to be patient, you can't force it to appear any faster bc breaking the space-time continuum goes against the rules of nature and laws of physics)

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some days I'm sure I'll live to 100 and other days I feel like I died 20 yrs ago and everyone is too distant to tell me the truth

@pareinoia I like how I have no idea where my ego is 'supposed' to identify

maybe that's the point

it is only possible to talk about things with people who share the relevant context

the most important things for most people are very private, or otherwise require very specific context

therefore, it is extremely unlikely for Discourse to be about anything that matters to you

@pareinoia I like how I have no idea where my ego is 'supposed' to identify

maybe that's the point

@pareinoia over the past few days I've been drinking kefir with raw eggs and some added water before dinner and it's kinda like eggnog :d

anyone try minds.com?

I made an account on minds.com and now idk what to do lol

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