@ersatz I guess I have no particular reason, it's just an instance I've seen mentioned a few times and am doubly curious abt bc it public registration is closed haha
visited https://poa.st/ and was NOT impressed by the user base 😅
meanwhile extropian.net doesn't seem to be accepting new accounts atm 😔
does anyone know of any other promising masto instances? 🔗🐘🌐
I wonder how few ppl have tried microdosing oxy
google turns up only one related result: https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/4onuk1/daily_oxycodone_microdosing/
obvs I wanna avoid tolerance so won't do it daily (I only have a few pills anyway)
we'll see how the first day goes and then move forward from there
also I wonder how this reacts with threshold lsd :o
being a noot stack pioneer is so fun :DSGF
OXYTOCIN (ie healing insecure attachment) LET'S GO >:D
anyone ever try microdosing oxycodone?
probably not huh
I have 4-5 pills from an operation last year and might try taking 1/10 of one later this week and see if I notice anything :d
hmm, a week without notifications on here and idk how I feel abt it
intermittent dopamine hits don't leave me fulfilled, but neither does downplaying signaling from others that can plausibly be perceived as acceptance/validation
I think the message is I crave more acceptance/validation irl?
as nice as it is to write something that others find funny/clever/insightful, it's not the same as physical touch or hanging out with friends
it's not dopamine I really need... it's oxytocin ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
the next 40ish days are going to be an emotional rollercoaster through an underground mine, I can already feel it
just have to remember there's light at the end of the tunnel
(but you have to be patient, you can't force it to appear any faster bc breaking the space-time continuum goes against the rules of nature and laws of physics)
@pareinoia I like how I have no idea where my ego is 'supposed' to identify
maybe that's the point
@pareinoia I like how I have no idea where my ego is 'supposed' to identify
maybe that's the point
@pareinoia over the past few days I've been drinking kefir with raw eggs and some added water before dinner and it's kinda like eggnog :d
@pareinoia lots to unpack here... good one
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